Painfully Well: July 2014

I've caught myself in that situation; the power was down and I couldn't help myself; I did her inside of that elevator; we were still making out when the power got back and I've never knew exactly what happened; it was great, though, great company, great kiss, great sex and such a great life together after that; we were having lunch at a subway restaurant once and she asked me to sit right next to her; it was our very first kiss; July 3rd my dreams became all true and I've found myself loving her since the first look in the eyes; I've always knew we've had something coming out, but I've never believed in myself; why would I? Pff! She had someone, I was "happy" with some other one; Why would she take me instead of a five year long relationship? Why would I? For the first time, my heart yelled for it and I've gave myself to the feeling; my power was down and there we were, loving ourselves in an elevator; her kiss; her touch; her smile; her words; her look into my eyes; her way of making me love her so much my power went down several times; I've found myself in that situation so many times; I wish I could really be with her all the time and feel her breath on my neck; see her smile towards me as a kiss through the wind; she changed me; I've gave up on everything for her and I'd totally do it again for her, if I find myself in that situation again; if she ask me to sit right next to her again I wouldn't regret as I didn't that time because everything after that has been worth it; for the very first time I'm finally happy, without upper-commas.

The whole "elevator thing" is because you find yourself in an awkward situation when you don't know the people around you very much, but you have to smile and be gentle; you don't know exactly when your floor is gonna come, but you have to hold your words, your feelings and, sometimes even your thoughts, but then someone can make the change; when you find yourself holding a feeling and you finally have someone inside of that elevator to share that feeling with, you're free to go, because finally you can let your power go down and enjoy the moment; finally you can let the feeling scream out of you; because of that only one who was there, the one you have feeling for; the one that's worth to lose the patterns inside of an elevator; the one you always want to be alone with you inside of an elevator when the power goes down; you are my only one; you are the one I have feelings for and you're the only one I want to be right next to me for a kiss... or something else.

After everything that happened, is it okay for me to ask if you're like the moon? Just asking. ;)

Love ya.

7.3rd and let's make it rain.

I'd love to kiss you during the rain.

Always kit, honey.

Sincerely yours,

Geasy Lagos

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Thursday, July 3

"Meu coração ta disparado. It feels like butterflies in my stomach." 3.7

Love in an Elevator 3.7